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I’ve lost all taste for the person I thought that I’ve been,
And the worlds in debt for the promises I’ve never kept,
I’ve lost all comfort in wishing the person you need is the one that you’ve got,
But don’t feel displaced cause
I’m better off this way…
Lets rely on an image of god that we hope will hold on,
Cause there’s no better way to regret what you’ve done…
The world will not spin the day that my standards are met,
Undoubtedly I’m sure I haven’t lost it yet,
As long as you teach me how to shoot my memories away...
I will hold up our base as proud as can be…
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I didn’t know a year and
two months would also mean forever
Did you think those things you said
could change my views about you
As I stand outside and the snow starts to fall
Day 1 of my Christmas break and I’ve already killed them all
As I stand outside my world starts to burn
As I stand outside my world starts to burn down
Feel free to point out my flaws for I’ll keep my mouth shut
Even though I could rip your black soul right out from your cold heart
Your self absorbed advances
ripped me apart again
how many time did I change
How many times was I no good
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Terrorize
04:08
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I terrorize my mind with insecure realities,
And infiltrate yours with obscure fatality,
Forgive me for I am irresponsibly rational,
I’ll forgive you for never giving a shit…
I've been swallowed by regret, too often too soon,
can you comprehend, i'm lost in weakness
i've been stuck on us too long, too often too soon,
can you comprehend, i'm lost in weakness
I must cleanse my memory before I turn myself in,
Because death comes before dishonor,
I’ve learned to deny the phrases that I speak,
But I’ve already spoken of denying why I’m weak…
I've been swallowed by regret, too often too soon,
can you comprehend, i'm lost in weakness
i've been stuck on us too long, too often too soon,
can you comprehend, i'm lost in weakness
I feel so much more secure living off of your misery,
But even the best of me has given up on me,
Because the worst of me has overtaken me…
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For the first time in months,
My lungs hurt as much as yours,
Do you think before you swim,
‘Cause you might as well drown,
As you swallow your fear,
You forget how to think,
And forget to forgive…
Screaming at myself
For what I have done wrong
And don’t try to tell me that,
I’m not the worst mistake…
Go Drinking like a sunken ship,
And force your captain down with you,
Inevitable it seems, your fingers always crossed,
And your mind’s in a different world
Am I clever enough for myself now…
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Standards are for the weak and I’ve brought myself,
too low But I guess it’s just what happens when,
your eyes are never open and you surrender yourself to watching,
the same episodes of your life…
Day after day I’ve lost even more control than I’ve ever expected to have,
‘cause I’ve pushed,
myself so much further away
from what I want to be,
I’m the overused quote that nobody wants to hear,
I’m overwhelmed with negative space surrounding me like,
the over appreciated media that tells you everything,
Except that it is harder to deal with life when you know it should be easy…
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